‘I fell face down in the glass and covered my head with my hands’

We met with Halyna Khoroshchak in her apartment in Borodianka, which was destroyed by air strikes. With tears in her eyes, the woman spoke about how the Russians dropped bombs on residential buildings, shot civilians, and looted.
Oleksandr Vasyljev23 May 2023UA EN RU

Галина Хорощак, Бородянка Halyna Khoroshchak, Borodianka Галина Хорощак, Бородянка

Halyna Khoroshchak, Borodianka

We met with Halyna Khoroshchak in her apartment in Borodianka, which was destroyed by air strikes. With tears in her eyes, the woman spoke about how the Russians dropped bombs on residential buildings, shot civilians, and looted. We recorded the interview in the summer 2022.

What was the first day of the full-scale invasion like for you?

On the first day, my daughter came running and said: “Mom, war!” Explosions were heard; the Russian beasts were coming, and they had already occupied Ivankov. Hundreds of tanks drove along the beltway. Then they started shooting, and we hid in the cellar.

On the night on 1 March, they dropped a bomb on the house next to us, the shock wave badly damaged our home, and now it needs to be demolished. In addition, it smashed the cars near the houses and garages. It was tough! We tried hard to do everything to feel like people and to let the children live. My grandson is three years old, and now he says to me: “Grandma, bang! Grandma, bang!” I tell him: “Zhenechka, my baby, there are no bangs!” He went to kindergarten, which was also destroyed. There is no more kindergarten.

There was a music school — it was destroyed. The first school was destroyed, but now it’s being repaired. The employment center and administration were wrecked; the village council, the ATB store, and the fire department were damaged; the notary’s office was burned down with all documents. Also, the post office was destroyed. They dropped bombs on nine-story residential buildings. They did it on purpose.

On 2 March, I went into the apartment to see what was happening. At that moment, something terrible flew above me. They fired from a helicopter or an airplane. I fell to the ground, face down into the glass, and covered my head with my hands. Nearby lay a man covered with debris.

One guy and his grandmother from our building disappeared after the bombing. Further down the street, a bomb was also dropped on a five-story building. These are barbarians! Are they people? They are worse than Genghis Khan, worse than the fascists.

How many people were injured/killed in your and neighboring houses?

In our house, all thirty apartments were damaged. The man, Artem, from the 29th apartment, has not yet been found. Everyone else seems alive because they were not in the house at the time of the explosion. We were hiding in basements. However, the mother and son, who recently bought an apartment in a neighboring building, died. The son was found without a head, but the mother was not found. A family from another house disappeared as well.

There were three girls, the eldest was sixteen, and the youngest went to kindergarten. Nobody knows where they are. Some say they climbed out of hiding a few minutes before the explosion and went into their apartment.

I don’t know how we can survive all this. Some say that a good Russian is a dead Russian. There are no good Russians! Before, I didn’t care if someone was Russian or not, but now I believe there are no good Russians. But they will see justice done.

Has your attitude towards Russians changed a lot?

I hate them! I would shoot them! If they gave me a machine gun… Why did Russians come to us?! Why did they do this to my apartment?! So that my children are now left without a home...? For what?! I have a Russian neighbor who lives here; his wife is Ukrainian. He said no one has ever offended him here and has not forbidden him to speak Russian. He has relatives in Russia, and I asked: “Why are they silent? Why don’t they protest?” And he said they couldn’t because they would be arrested.

What property of yours was damaged?

What was damaged? Everything! My apartment and the garage. My life was destroyed after all this. I fixed my apartment and the garage before the war, but now everything has been damaged.

Будинок у Бородянці, який постраждав внаслідок авіаудару House in Borodianka, damaged by an airstrike Дом в Бородянке, который пострадал от авиаудара

House in Borodianka, damaged by an airstrike

What happened in Borodyanka during the occupation?

The Russians shot people, and the graves were found. There was also so many dead in the nine-story buildings. People were in the basements, and the Russians did not allow them to be rescued. People screamed and begged for help, but none was saved. We managed to get the corpses out of the basements only after the liberation. So many people are missing today, but it is not known where they are, and the bodies have not yet been identified.

My in-law was almost shot; he was under occupation here. He helped his neighbors save dogs and pigs, and did not allow the Russians to steal pigs, so their drunken commander came out and ordered them to shoot. However, the soldier refused. He was a Buryat.

They lived in our houses and apartments. They fouled places where they lived. They went into the cellar where my acquaintances hid and shot everyone there. Are they people?

Does the state help you?

When we were in the evacuation, we received Internally Displaced Persons (IDPs) assistance, but nothing else. So now we registered with Red Cross.

What do you plan to do next?

Well, I don’t know what we’re going to do. We hope there will be some kind of philanthropist, or maybe this house will be dismantled, and a new one will be built in its place. Everyone wants to live here; my children grew up here, and my grandchildren...

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